K just left. Literally, one minute ago. He came into town but could only stay about an hour and a half - this is the one problem with sleeping with married men - sessions are by necessity pretty short!
When we were cuddling afterward he said "I can never tell when you cum". Ummm...because I didn't. And I feel awful. He is trying so hard, he probably spent 45 minutes all told with his tongue in my pussy and it's just not happening! I don't get it! Everything he's doing feels good, and I like it that he likes me so much...but I'm just not getting to that point.
With J, I cum from his cock - from sex. It just hits me in the right way. I had one of those orgasms that left me giggling and weak in the knees for 15 minutes afterwards with him.
Sir kind of took my orgasm from me - rough and using toys - and it was amazing
But K? Nothing. He seems to have difficulty doing more than one thing at a time - if there are fingers inside me and he's licking me, the fingers do nothing. If the fingers start doing something, the tongue stops.
I wonder about him - he's got very big muscular arms but his stomach - I've never felt anything like it. Not fat just...loose? I suspect he lost a significant amount of weight and now has excess skin. It's kind of a turn off.
I can tell he's really struggling with the idea that other men may have me too. He doesn't know any specifics, but I'm not into lying to my lovers so I haven't told him he's the only one. And he's brought it up a few times. I sent him some pictures of some new toys I got about a week and a half ago, and the other day he emailed me 'have you used them with anyone else?' Well, the answer is yes, Sir came over the night I got them. But I know he doesn't want to hear that and I don't particularly want to discuss it. So I didn't respond to that one (luckily he sends me a message every few hours so I just responded to the next!) but he kind of brought it up after we finished tonight. I told him 'hey, I don't ask about every time you kiss your wife' and 'don't ask questions you don't want the answers to', but I don't know if he's going to be able to put it aside in his mind. Oh well, I guess time will tell.
Sir had to cancel tomorrow. I'm so disappointed :(
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